Okay. So here’s the deal. I’m stuck. I’m stuck on a boy who likes me, but he’s confusing. He is everything I’ve ever wanted in a boy. He’s funny, sarcastic, he keeps up with me, and most importantly, he’s not afraid to hurt my feelings. He tells me when I’m doing something stupid. He tells me when I’m being a bitch. So we’ve been hooking up and hanging out, and it’s so perfect. Literally, perfect. He tells me I’d be the best girlfriend ever, but that it wont happen because I’m leaving in three months. So yesterday, after everything was so perfect and such, he calls me wanting to end things because he doesn’t want to fall in love with me, then have me leave in three months. I guess I can see where he’s coming from, but we go back to this shit like every few weeks. One day he wants me, one day he doesn’t. But he literally poured everything to me, but now it’s all gone. I feel like my heart was thrown on the floor, and stomped on. Well, not stomped on, but spit on.
Why can’t I just learn the first time. :{ I hate falling for the wrong people.
